Monday, July 8, 2013

GOD IS GOOD

Dear,
I want to share my story this week, i had experience that i feel  God helps and never leave me. I have dog phobia and this week after my training  on my way back to my flat,  i met with a vicious dog in the street and i scared and started pray Jesus i need your help, i really scared and please help me. Suddenly  a man with car approached me asking if i scare with the dog and he was asking  for help me. In first time, i surprised how he knew it because the dog still far away and  worried maybe he was a bad guy but after i saw  a Christmas tree key chains hang in his car, i decided to enter to the car. He  drop me to my bus stop. I thanked him and saying good bye. I know it was  Jesus who helps me through those people around me :)
Thank You Lord Jesus :)



Saturday, June 29, 2013

Fall in Love with Jesus

My heart beating fast
Lips blossom the smile
Soul feel the everlasting Joy
Tenderness kiss

Tired to be fake
Put it into Real
I am with this heavy broken
down on my knee
begging this empty

Let me free
My shadow over the darkness
run bravely to the true light when inside ME overwhelming
with sorrow and pain through
I fall in Love with Jesus :)

This is my poem and I dedicated  to My Prince Jesus, I know since the beginning  He own my heart , I am not perfect but He loves my imperfection and at the time I AM COMPLETE!!!!!!!


I put my picture and my friend Sonia, she is inspiring me how she loves God and stand with her values ,God has a reason to put someone in your life and I thank God :)




Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Love starting from Home :)

Did you ever  fighting with your siblings?
Did you ever  hurt their heart?
Did you ever being selfish with them ? 
Did you love them more then anything else?
Did you care with them and worried about them?
Will sacrifice everything for their happiness?
Yes i did all of this and  feel confuse because how if i love  but also hurting them in same time?
I am not a perfect one as a sister and sometime just over control and doing bad things then  i realized that i love them so much and they are a part of me and i should control my anger toward them like i do with other people, it's hard work because how many times you fighting with them we will still a best friend, it's makes us to give lower effort to treat them well during your anger time but it will big effort to treat others.
Like Mother Teresa said Love starting in Home so i want to love my sisters, family  and best friends first so that our love will be reflected to others outside  :)Amen. God Help me!!!!!!

So pity ;(

Dear,
Today i was sad because my favorite idol since 14 years old Cristiano Ronaldo just coming to Indonesia as ambassador of Mangrove but i can't go there uhhuuhuh, my friend tagged me about his picture during he came to Cristiano's place in Bali to see him. I am so jealous huhu I hope i will have another chance to meet him one day and someday God hear my prayer Amen :)

Sunday, June 23, 2013

Who is Jesus for you?

Dear,
Today was a touching day for me because during the priest homily , he asking us Who is Jesus for you?  some people answer Jesus is Lord, Savior and best friend. For the priest Jesus is his best friend and Lord and this question touched my heart and help me to reflect my faith towards Him. at the time i was crying because i realized how many times i ignored him and let him chase me rather than loving him back.
I was remember all of my happiness and difficulty times when He always be my only one i was talking about everything, about my life. Jesus is more and more for me. He is i am belong to. I want to love him in any circumstances and praise His name :) so i have question for you, WHO IS JESUS FOR YOU?




Just Love!

 I  fall in Love with you completely because no one ever make me  feel this deep feeling before but i know that it just over , praying to God to take away this feeling but it's still the same even after one year, He has another plan that i don't know yet but I am thank full for Him, this is an opportunity for me to grow and be patient. Someday i will know and be grateful for all process the i have been through. Just let things go if it comes back i know it is mine if not it never meant to be :)


Trent Shelton

Trusting God doesn't always make the mountain smaller, it makes it easier to climb. Faith doesn't mean you won't have problems, it means you'll have the POWER to defeat your struggles. Live strong in Christ today