Weird Dream

Dear,
Last night i had a weird dream. I had a dream that i lost my laptop and at the time i was crying so much and told my father and mother that i want to die because in my laptop it was all my memories, photos, videos, writings and all my dreams and wishes that  i put inside my laptop. My father, My mother and sisters just ignore me and said what we can do? the thief just come inside the house last night and took your laptop.I just think they don't understand me and i crying and continue crying and lay my self in the floor and crying like a child. Suddenly when i crying i saw the some wrapped gifts and i can see the side of my laptop inside it, i stop crying and my sisters realized that i may see something and they took all the gifts and hide it.
This is a weird dream for me but now i just realized that last time i ask God for something that i really want specially in this last one year. I had pray it before and i did not get it until now and in the last moment in my prayer last night i said to God that i think you did not give me yet because you know what i need and maybe it wasn't i need. I put everything in your hand and i don't want to asking why you don't give me yet. I want to wait in you right time and not mine. If i connecting with my dream last night i think God prepare something good for me and maybe it is what i want or maybe more but the gift still be hide until the time the should be given to me :).


I know You loves me more and more God, no one can love me and satisfied my soul like You do to me, I am sorry for not appreciate it as much as i should.  I am sorry to blame you for my disappointed and pain as i may not know your greater plan trough my hardest time. I didn't obey and waiting patiently for your way and gifts. By now i want to put my faith only in You and please help me to wait patiently and Glorified Your name in My life. AMEN.

"Faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see". ~Hebrews 11:1♥